The first time I flew business class was in 2021, when I flew back home from Sri Lanka to South Africa last week.
Before I got on the flight, I spent 3 hours at a spa, getting all sorts of full body massages.
All tagged fear of expansion
The first time I flew business class was in 2021, when I flew back home from Sri Lanka to South Africa last week.
Before I got on the flight, I spent 3 hours at a spa, getting all sorts of full body massages.
There’s a part of me that needs this to keep myself playing small and to keep punishing others so I can be the victim and have someone to blame.
But there’s an even greater part of me that’s scared of stepping into my own power so it finds new ways to keep me playing small.
One of the things I keep learning on my journey is to allow myself not to know and to have compassion with my learning process.
The truth is a lot of things that are normal to most people were hard for me, especially when it comes to money and business.
I've had to work through various layers of vows of invisibility and loyalty in this plane and the spiritual plane because expanding financially or business wise leads to more visibility, which feels unsafe for me.
Growing up I was taught to never share anything that was in my zone of genius with people outside the family because they would bewitch me, try to take my gifts and kill me.